more than skin deep.

I get hurt easily and I'm optimistic. It's not always the best combination. I often find myself waiting for people to come around even when they're long gone. I find myself even more hurt when they don't come around. I'm a lot more sensitive than I think I am. I try to act like things don't matter to me but they always seem to linger in the back of my mind. When friendships, relationships don't work out, I always wonder what I did wrong.. even if I know there's nothing I did wrong. I always feel like it's my fault. I have this habit of putting up a strong front, I want to be invincible, I don't want anyone to mess with me. Sometimes, I wish I could be more real with myself.