i love bernard.

This past weekend i took herro kirry (hello kitty) back home and brought a new friend- Bernard.


Bernard says Hello!

Bernard has been quite popular this week and he seems to be getting along with everyone..





Bernard is a great bear.

grateful for change

Better That We Break - Maroon ...

I'm obsessed with this song. Haha.

So, after doing the picture survey thing (last entry) I've been pretty emo thinking about how things have changed so much. Haha, I know I'm a drama queen sometimes.. but still. It's so crazy cuhs while I was in high school it seemed like it was going to be like that forever and I couldn't wait to GTFO, no joke. But now that we're all out of there, I realize how good it was. I miss all the little things we used to do.. Fish taco/$1 Scoop Tuesdays, Awakening + Everest on Wednesdays, Crazy unproductive leadership meetings on Saturday mornings at Burger King.. hahahha. It's sad how those all those fun times are nothing more than memories now and we've all grown to be our own separate persons in our own separate worlds leading our own separate lives.. :(

But, I know that living in the past will prevent me from enjoying the present so I'm going to share about how I love/am super grateful for what I have right now.


My 3 sisters that keep me grounded. I can't believe it's ONLY been two years.. seems like forever.


My little brothers that are growing up way too fast. I'm so proud to be your sister :) And, my mom and dad who welcome me home every weekend and treat me as if they haven't seen me for months. Hehe.


The girls I look forward to seeing every Friday. You guys make everything worth it.


Being able to study what I want to..... hahaha. No, but seriously.


Amazing new friends.


Amazing old friends.


My roomie for the past 2 years and hopefully for the next 2 as well. You've seen every side of me and you still want to live with me and be my friend. You're crazy. :)

"At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us."

-Albert Schweitzer

my life in pictures.

A picture of you in your room.


A picture you don’t remember


A picture of you very drunk


A picture of you with a parent


A picture of you on your birthday or favorite holiday.


The youngest picture of yourself you can find in digital form.


A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.


A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.


A picture you edited to make yourself look more attractive


A picture of you at a night you regret.


A picture of you showing off a new hairstyle.


A picture of you truly being yourself.


The most recent picture of you


A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous


A picture from a time in your life that’s over but wish it wasn’t


A picture of a time in your life that’s over but you couldn’t be more glad that it is


A picture of you with your oldest friend.


A picture of you with your newest friend.


A picture of you when you were anything but happy


A picture of you you had no idea was being taken.


A picture of you where you were a different person than you are now


A picture of you in a swimsuit, whether you love it or loath it


A picture of you on vacation.


A picture of you with someone you love


A picture of how you’d like the world to see you


A picture that describes how you’d like to spend everyday


A picture of a time when everything was changing


A picture that makes your heart smile


A picture of one of the best nights of your life

you won't relent.

I don't want to talk about you
like you're not in the room
I want to look right at you
I want to sing right to you.